headaches suck but snowdays don't :)

So I just got out of work and my head has been pounding for the last 6 hours. it sucks.


But anyways I went home for the weekend. It was really nice to get out of here for a couple of days but I definitely needed to come back <3 Over my little get away my guy and I talked and officially ended things. I posted about it in my blog earlier but I was a little heated about it because of some things that were said. Now that I have had time to cool off, I am relieved. This relationship was not healthy at all and even though I loved him, it just was not worth it anymore. Fighting literally everyday can get old, fast. We were together for two years so I am upset yes, but I think the reason being is because I'll miss having someone there in that way. Yeah I do miss him, but like I said the bad outweighed the good and I think it was time for us anyways. I mean I definitely let him push me around and he did not trust me, and as we all know, in any relationship if there is no trust, then there is no relationship. I don't want to ramble on about it though because I just feel repetitive but all I will say is that it's time for a new focus and that is me. :)


So.. Its snowing ridiculously here and I am just praying that we have a snowday. I have this new obsession with True Crime Library books and I ordered a few off of Amazon.com. The books are basically stories of true murder crimes (there may be others but I'm not sure) and the process they go through to solve them. They are very interesting! They were used and cheap and I cannot wait to read them but as usual my studies come first so I have to do everything before I can even pick them up. But, if we do happen to have a snowday then I will lay in bed and snuggle up with one of the books and read it :) That sounds like the perfect way to spend a snowday to me right now <3 And since this headache doesn't seem to be passing, that would be a nice break as well :)


Welppp I am off to put together my portfolio for english and study for.. well pretty much all my classes :)


<3;*