country

I want a country boy. I've been in this country phase lately and just listening to these country guys sing about love, its refreshing. The rap and bs I usually listen to is so damn degrading to women talking about hoes, bitches and sex. But these country songs are just so sweet. I've decided that I am saving myself for a country boy <3 


So I came home yesterday because my mom had surgery and was in the hospital. She is home now but it is just hard as hell for me to sit here and see her so helpless. It kills me. I know she's getting better day by day, but all she does is sleep and not move. I feel so bad because I know she just wants to get this over with. She just wants to feel better and I want more than anything for her to feel that. Ugh :(


On a better note, I made a hollow book yesterday. I basically took an old hard cover and cut out the inside of the pages and glued them and what not. I found the directions at Stumble :] So yeah its pretty sweet, I'm gonna use it to put my jewelry and knick-knacks in. Idk making it definitely helped me get my mind off of things, but it took a while for me to get all of the pages cut out so my wrist is unbelievably sore right now. It was so worth it.


ah, it has been such a lazy day. I have literally not done anything. But idk what I ca do because I got so bored that I already did my hw.. [i know wtf right?] but I did that and now im just bored :[ all my bests are up at school </3 oh well, I need this I guess


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